Other people are not equipped nor qualified to establish your level of pride. Only you can do that.
I want you to buy a 2019 Journal. Most book stores will have them. Doesn't have to be expensive or fancy, just find a journal that is a good fit for you. Then, as we begin to navigate through 2019, I want you to write in it EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I can sit here and write to encourage you, to inspire you, and I can even give you the blueprints to do it, but only YOU can make change happen.
“Knowing your why is an important first step in figuring out how to achieve the goals that excite you and create a life you enjoy living (versus merely surviving!). - Margie Warrell
Each of us has a "why" that we need to solve for, and it's an everyday process.